Boyfriend of 2 years (best friend of 6) just told me he’s started seeing someone else. No discussion. Just ghosted me for a week and hit me with this news. Thought he was my soulmate, lmao. I feel like someone just ripped out my insides. Just turned 31 this year, this shit is not any easier than when I was a teenager.
How did you make it through that first night? The second? The third? Is it really just time? I feel like my body is too old to survive another heartbreak.
As I recall, I lay on the floor and screamed into a pillow until I puked. Then I cleaned up and decided he wasn’t worth putting my body and mind through that sort of trauma, so I went and slashed his tires. Not sure if this helps. I honestly think numbing yourself with whatever won’t kill you is a good option.
Sounds very pathetic lmfao
Yet, you somehow managed to outdo it. Attaboy
Whatever makes you feel better 💀