You likely did shitty mdma and also partied instead of using it in a therapeutic setting.
It’s all about set and setting with psychedelics.
I personally fucked myself with mushrooms once not being prepared for it in that way after spending months growing them.
Now after learning a better approach they are a benefit to my life when I need them.
You’re assuming you received a pure pharmaceutical grade product when you likely received someone made in someone’s basement with the very least understanding of the process they could attain to make their drug.
Half the time what was sold on streets was a research Chem that was similar enough to pass.
Really good, pure mdma is not like that. You may feel a little drained the next day but typically people reporting that were also at a rave the night before, dehydrated, drunk and also smoking weed.
The study that claimed it burns holes in your brain was also proven a lie. They were giving people methamphetmine in that study either accidentally or knowing full well what they were doing.
The research is already done, this is an fda “breakthrough” drug with a fast track to approval. Clinical trials are already mostly complete and the rest is wrapping up the legal aspects.
Australia has approved it this week or last.
It’s literally around the corner.
Ketamine is already legal for this very purpose and is more harmful than mdma.