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  • I’ve been sober for 5.5 years. Recently we had a party and someone gave us champagne. I thought, well it’s been 5.5 years, I should be able to handle a glass. After a couple of sips I felt the urges so much more intense than before. I had another glass, already causing some weird looks from close people, and felt bad afterwards. Since then, now and then the idea of trying again slipped into my mind. Feels like my mind is tricking me that I should try again. We’re on a weekend break away now, so another reason for my mind to say that it would be okay to drink.

    I read my notes from when I quit, with reasons why I quit, as I thought I would need them later. That definitely helped. Still, having urges :(

    Why can’t I drink like most normal people :( Thanks for reading.

    Iwndwyt.















  • Yes, thanks for that. Good point. I checked the logs, and minutes before it crashed I can see below in the logs. Seems like either a GPU error or out of memory error. I’ve deleted tracker-miner-fs as I don’t need it. It also shows a massive list of processes with their memory usage.

    Feb 21 17:27:49 hppd600-g3 kernel: i915 0000:00:02.0: [drm] GPU HANG: ecode 9:0:00000000
    Feb 21 17:32:43 hppd600-g3 kernel: 1305621 total pagecache pages
    Feb 21 17:32:43 hppd600-g3 kernel: 16258 pages in swap cache
    Feb 21 17:32:43 hppd600-g3 kernel: Free swap  = 0kB
    Feb 21 17:32:43 hppd600-g3 kernel: Total swap = 1000444kB
    Feb 21 17:32:43 hppd600-g3 kernel: 2065206 pages RAM
    Feb 21 17:32:43 hppd600-g3 kernel: 0 pages HighMem/MovableOnly
    Feb 21 17:32:43 hppd600-g3 kernel: 64196 pages reserved
    Feb 21 17:32:43 hppd600-g3 kernel: 0 pages hwpoisoned
    
    Feb 21 17:32:43 hppd600-g3 kernel: oom-kill:constraint=CONSTRAINT_NONE,nodemask=(null),cpuset=user.slice,mems_allowed=0,global_oom,task_memcg=/user.slice/user-113.slice/user@113.service/background.slice/tracker-miner-fs-3.service,task=t>
    Feb 21 17:32:43 hppd600-g3 kernel: Out of memory: Killed process 833 (tracker-miner-f) total-vm:625676kB, anon-rss:3144kB, file-rss:4816kB, shmem-rss:4kB, UID:113 pgtables:280kB oom_score_adj:200
    Feb 21 17:32:43 hppd600-g3 kernel: i915 0000:00:02.0: [drm] Resetting rcs0 for stopped heartbeat on rcs0
    
    

  • Yes, thanks for that. Good point. I checked the logs, and minutes before it crashed I can see below in the logs. Seems like either a GPU error or out of memory error. No idea what tracker-miner-f is by the way. It also shows a massive list of processes with their memory usage.

    This goes beyond my knowledge :(

    Feb 21 17:27:49 hppd600-g3 kernel: i915 0000:00:02.0: [drm] GPU HANG: ecode 9:0:00000000
    Feb 21 17:32:43 hppd600-g3 kernel: 1305621 total pagecache pages
    Feb 21 17:32:43 hppd600-g3 kernel: 16258 pages in swap cache
    Feb 21 17:32:43 hppd600-g3 kernel: Free swap  = 0kB
    Feb 21 17:32:43 hppd600-g3 kernel: Total swap = 1000444kB
    Feb 21 17:32:43 hppd600-g3 kernel: 2065206 pages RAM
    Feb 21 17:32:43 hppd600-g3 kernel: 0 pages HighMem/MovableOnly
    Feb 21 17:32:43 hppd600-g3 kernel: 64196 pages reserved
    Feb 21 17:32:43 hppd600-g3 kernel: 0 pages hwpoisoned
    
    Feb 21 17:32:43 hppd600-g3 kernel: oom-kill:constraint=CONSTRAINT_NONE,nodemask=(null),cpuset=user.slice,mems_allowed=0,global_oom,task_memcg=/user.slice/user-113.slice/user@113.service/background.slice/tracker-miner-fs-3.service,task=t>
    Feb 21 17:32:43 hppd600-g3 kernel: Out of memory: Killed process 833 (tracker-miner-f) total-vm:625676kB, anon-rss:3144kB, file-rss:4816kB, shmem-rss:4kB, UID:113 pgtables:280kB oom_score_adj:200
    Feb 21 17:32:43 hppd600-g3 kernel: i915 0000:00:02.0: [drm] Resetting rcs0 for stopped heartbeat on rcs0