I just need to vent because so much stuff is going wrong all at once.

A deer jumped out in front of my car last week. I think the deer is fine. My car was totaled. The insurance company is trying to claim that I don’t have gap insurance (in other words, I’m fucked and will still be responsible for the loan on a car I don’t have anymore unless I can bully them into accepting my paperwork). The outdated electricity in my house finally shit the bed and we have no power upstairs and keep smelling a burning smell, which the home owners insurance won’t be able to pay for until we get a contractor in to look at it, which is going to involve tearing the walls apart (our walls are horsehair plaster instead of drywall). My partner and I have been taking turns sinking into deep depression on and off for years and our house is an absolute mess. Our cupboards are bare to the point where my kids are asking to go stay at a friend’s house so they can stop eating ramen. I’m just avoiding meals. A friend gave me a leftover burger from Denny’s yesterday and it was so good I thought I was gonna cry. I’m just broke as fuck. I’m tired. And I don’t wanna go to work today but I can’t afford to call off.