Ive been thinking about it fir a while, but i think i really want it. It feels strange still being so early on. Ive inly started hrt 8 months ago, but i really want it. And i want ffs. Its like the floodgates broke open and i want as much as i can get.

  • ThelittleDoe@lemmy.blahaj.zone
    10·
    3 months ago

    Kinda same. I’ve been on HRT for a while. Like… 5 years a while >^<

    I’ve wanted bottom surgery for years now, but get very anxious when I start picking up the phone to do it. It can also just be hard in the mental sense to push yourself to get something you need, like going to the dentist or whatever. You know you need it, but one reason or another makes it more difficult than it really should be.

    I’m happy that I don’t mind it too much still being there, but I did think a lot a few days ago how everything would be just be better if it was gone. Hell, if I even got an orchiectomy it would be an improvement. But y’know… Bills, insurance doesn’t cover it, having to spend everyday of my life having to help my family out. Just never ever had enough time nor money to really try and work on myself more than just the hormones (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

    Anyways, I wish chu luck on chur journey! ° Thanks for taking your time to read. 🫂❤️

    • Sylveon@lemmy.blahaj.zone
      7·
      3 months ago

      It can also just be hard in the mental sense to push yourself to get something you need, like going to the dentist or whatever.

      Wow you really didn’t need to call me out like that :P I’ve just started HRT after like 10 years of suppressing my feelings and I’m currently also putting off getting my wisdom teeth pulled. But thanks and good luck to you too!